ServusDeo

To my old friend, How I yearn for your sweet embrace that calms my nerves whenever I am tormented with the demands of life. It’s been years since the last time I saw you. How long was it? I am sorry; I really am because I can’t remember anymore. I was so busy growing up that I lost track of counting the years that quickly passed without you. Have I told you before the story of how I met you? If my memory serves me right, I think I haven’t had the chance to sit with you and talk about how everything started. So here it goes, our love story. I was in high school, when I started feeling something in my head. At first, I cannot explain how it was because it’s too painful that I can’t even think straight. You know the feeling of being hammered ten times in your head? Yeah, I might be exaggerating, but that’s how excruciating the pain was. Whenever I open my eyes, it seems though that I am in a different dimension of the universe because everything is spinning around. What I hate the m...

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you plans to give you hope and a future. – Jeremiah 29:11 Have you ever prayed so hard and begged for something to God with all your heart? Let me tell you my love story with the person, I loved the most.   She was like any other, talkative, and sometimes grumpy. But above all, she was understanding and a loving person. When I was in Grade 1, she accompanied me going to school, and she patiently waited for me outside the classroom so that I could not sneak out and run to go home. I did not appreciate her kindness because I was too busy growing up. Most of the time, I neglected her efforts, and I did not even bother to reciprocate her love for me. I disappointed her so many times because of all the decisions that I made without consulting her. I know I made her cry when I tried to shout at her and answer her back whenever we argue. She was neglected all the time, but she still manage...